Thanks sweetie. I do always hold in mind your offers of support and help. Right now the centre of my battle is trying desperately to get any kind of intervention from the local NHS mental health team and be able to access therapy. Neither seem likely, as I've been turned away from the CMHT for the fourth time, and my IVA "medical" allowance isn't anywhere near enough to cover the cost of a private therapist, so it's (I cringe to say this) an unaffordable luxury.
Right now my reaction to this is the rather unhealthy approach of squashing everything down inside and avoiding anything which might wake up my evil co-pilot (easier said than done)!
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Date: 2019-02-26 05:16 pm (UTC)Right now my reaction to this is the rather unhealthy approach of squashing everything down inside and avoiding anything which might wake up my evil co-pilot (easier said than done)!