Bumping Along the Bottom

[whotheheckami]

...and that I'm probably going to mutter on about being mad ;@)
I haven't had the best of weekends.

I feel as if I'm so utterly drained that I am:
Bouncing along the bottom
Running on empty
Scraping the bottom of the barrel
etc - You know what I mean.

There have been some superb bits to the weekend such as:
Staying over in the horsebox with Pixie
Flirting (very sucessfully) with lovely girls in Nottingham shops
Mendi's wonderful food
Friends
Dog walks

However, every time something like the above makes me smile and re-charges me something else comes along and crashes me back down. I know that this effect is something called normality, but at the moment I've got no reserves left to soft-land myself and bouce back. So forgive me if you meet me and I'm quiet and introverted - that's me too! I'm just about holding it together in a number of ways, but I'll be back!

The negative effects of this weekend are going to dominate


The Week Ahead
Getting some space and downtime to re-charge
Visiting the Doctor to get my drugs changed and to arrange counselling
Re-building some bridges with gardenpixie
Patching up other problems caused by the weekend
Doing stuff about the house
Researching for career changes
Avoiding too much dope
Avoiding stress <--- yeh right! :@)
Resting, but keeping busy

I love y'all

Thanks for being there